in the dark

[RORY AMBER BARLOW]

instant regret about giving into the feeling of being cluttered, and had started cleaning the mess that the guy that she had been seeings apartment. when she pulled out the couch cushions and vacuum out the crumbs of nonsense food substances. that's where she found a pink see-through g-string with some lubrication causing it to stick to the bottom of the cushion were she assumed that he had tried very hard to hid this from her. she was hurt, and would have much rather him just break up with her. the feeling that your not satisfying in bed, when you find another girls underwear were you casually take naps at. she just walked away from the scene and into the kitchen were her phone was charging from her exploiting the internet to watch random youtube videos. she poured herself a glass of vodka, while tears spilled over her eye lids and down her cheeks. she was in need to be swept off her feet or a shoulder to cry on, and the only man that entered her mind was a fairly attractive man that was acted as his name. she picked up her phone, sliding her finger over the screen to unlock it and opened a message to start a conversation about what she had found. the pit f her stomach kept flipping and it felt like she was going to be sick, but she figured it was because she was having some serious personal issues. she decided that it would be best that she walked to his place, despite the fact that she was having some doubts about her performance in bed, apart of her wanted to find out with rowdy and doubted that it would happened. it was a certain quality that rowdy had that she noticed that most men that she knew didn't have and that was the fact that he wasn't the shag and go type of guy. she respected him for that, and it was highly attractive of him to be able to do it. maybe if she had been able to hold out more, she would still be able to not be going through her current situation. she folded her arms over her chest and just wanted to wallow in her sadness and figured this was why she was getting pulled to rowdy's home. she walked down the sidewalk and soon found herself walking up the few steps and knocked on the door. she figured that it would have been faster to call him to tell him that she was there, but also figured that rowdy needed some exercise. when he opened the door, her eyes met his and she took a step closer and wrapped her arms around his torso. "i missed this. why does other guys have to be jerks?" she commented. "the whole time coming here i kept thinking and feeling like i'm not an adequate lover or very good in bed, and that's rather bothersome." she said, while she pulled away enough to look up at him.

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